Saturday, March 08, 2003
Friday, March 07, 2003
Just read somewhere that you shouldn't be friends with people you're interested in. I'm wondering how to do that.. I certainly wouldn't be interested in people I couldn't be friends with. Also, what happens if you don't know off the bat that you might be interested in somebody? Do you have to dump him as a friend as soon as you realize your feelings might be different? Seems kind of odd to me. I can't really tell if it's true, too. I think it's probably the other way around. If you get along real well AND there's mutual attraction, you become lovers/daters/relationship participators rightaway instead of friends. If there's no mutual attraction you become friends. And there probably is a reason why there was no mutual attraction in the first place. That of course could change, but I don't think it's likely to. Then again, I've been friends with my last boyfriend for years before we got together. Of course, he was seeing someone else the whole time...and we weren't really chummy friends. I'm just undecided on this issue.
Thursday, March 06, 2003
Wednesday, March 05, 2003
New Project: Useless Ideas
I'm collecting suggestions for the project "Useless ideas". So far we've come up with the following:
- Live-In decoration at IKEA: They hire you to live in their store as an example of how the furniture actually works in REAL life.
- Live Bait: You get paid to disguise yourself as George W. Bush and travel around, distracting terrorists from his actual plans
- Health Smoker: When people smoke, it's unhealthy. Hence, you get paid to smoke their cigarettes for them. Can be modified to include alcohol and other harmful substances.
- Open an Online Restaurant: People sign up, you assign them a virtual table. Whenever they get up and get something to eat out of the kitchen, they pay for it like they would at a real restaurant. Enhances the chat atmosphere.
I think we had more, but my brain feels like Swiss cheese today (and yesterday and the day before) and I probably forgot some. If you have any suggestions, I'll be glad to hear from them.
If you want to try you hand at these questions, be my guest. I feel stupid. Have been googling for ages now, didn't find a damn thing. I need all the help I can get.
Tuesday, March 04, 2003
I've composed about 4 posts now and deleted every one of them because they didn't really reflect what I wanted to say. Sometimes I lack the words. My horoscope says today's a day for emotional intensity. I really don't want that. Been there, done that, doesn't get you anywhere. I'm giving up on emotions. I wish they'd just go away sometimes.
Monday, March 03, 2003
Actually, I have been working, too, like my horoscope told me to. Worked all day on my second experiment and finished it just now. My brain's all mushy from juggling words around. The brain doesn't work as well as it used to, anyway ...I discovered today I screwed up labelling the two parts of my test to different people and had to do some recovery work
Feeling a little bit more upbeat now, too. Was invited to dinner :) That means I don't get to stay home and watch Fasching-TV all night, yay!
Yesterday I wrote an e-mail to this guy saying I enjoyed his movie. He actually replied and it turns out I can order it. Goody! I should write more e-mails, I feel rather successful :) Ah, the small highlights in my life. Am I pathetic or what?
The other day I felt really old...I was going to meet some friends at a club, but they came late and I had to wait by myself. Stood there holding my beer and feeling alone. I suddenly had the impression that this is how it's going to be in the future. Going out by yourself because everybody else is dating or staying home with the kids or doing something somebody my age should. Made me sort of depressed again. Damn. And I was feeling so good just a couple of days ago.
Doesn't anything ever work out? Olli Kahn is cheating on his wife, too.